Been a crazy few days getting used to working again. It is getting easier getting used to having ting Donal organised that early but he is suffering from a little separation anxiety at night. The job is fine but I'm not finding it that stimulating. I spend most of my day wondering what will I do next. The kids are great and that part is brillant but in general there isn't a lot going on. I suppose I'm just used to working with larger groups and according to the vice-principal I'm coping very well with the various types of special needs. She said most the new people usually break down at some point in the first few weeks because they find dealing with the children and their different habits difficult to deal with.
I'm hoping once I settle in I will enjoy it a bit more as I'm worried that I'm not enjoying it because my brain is buzzing with 3 separate business ideas all viable, all good plain sensible business plans that are very capable of working in the area I live in but I'm struggling with it as I'm just don't have enough financial security behind me to do it without getting in debt which obviously is something I want to avoid. I'm friends with plenty of other business people who's overheads are crippling them and are working week to week and that's not how I want to do this.
I don't know... My head hurts thinking about all the things I want to achieve and I'm not quite there. I'm not good at waiting. Hopefully things work out for me. Chris is behind me a 100% but agrees I should wait but it's sending me a bit crazy.
Oh well. Sorry for the whingefest. Send me all your good wishes and I'll send them back tenfold.
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